Crash and Burn

Have you ever felt like the whole world was closing in on you? When you don't even know where to find anything that makes you happy anymore? It doesn't sound good, but have you ever been to a point in your life when you actually understand why people commit suicide? And when you look back and think about it, you remember how you never used to understand why some people resort to killing themselves. Like before you thought that however bad your life gets, taking your life away will never be an option. Not even a last resort. But now you do, and it even seems so possible, so near, becoming real. Deep inside you you know you still got much to live for, much to see, much to know, and still too much to have. And you also think how the people in your life don't deserve such pain and grief. It's not that you're afraid, it's just that there's still that ounce of hope lingering somewhere within you.


Monday, 16 August 2010