Talk Is Cheap.

You make me feel so different, you make things seem so right. But all the same I can't help but wonder at the back of my mind if you're fiction or fact. Maybe cause you're good with your words? You know what they say, lies are free, talk is cheap.. But I'm not holding anything against you. I guess for now all I can do is observe, watch. I know it's only right that I be fair, play the game right. I guess afraid is what I am, afraid of the blow if it should come. You swore it wouldn't but we should know better right? Consistency is something we'll never find, life holds no guarantee. That's just the way it is. You tell me all the most wonderful things and I believe you. You make me wonder what I've done to deserve you, to feel this special. But knowing you I can't help but think, how many girls has he told the things he's telling me? I know you're trying to change and yeah, I'm more than glad to be here and watch you :)


 Monday, 21 June 2010

Crash and Burn

Have you ever felt like the whole world was closing in on you? When you don't even know where to find anything that makes you happy anymore? It doesn't sound good, but have you ever been to a point in your life when you actually understand why people commit suicide? And when you look back and think about it, you remember how you never used to understand why some people resort to killing themselves. Like before you thought that however bad your life gets, taking your life away will never be an option. Not even a last resort. But now you do, and it even seems so possible, so near, becoming real. Deep inside you you know you still got much to live for, much to see, much to know, and still too much to have. And you also think how the people in your life don't deserve such pain and grief. It's not that you're afraid, it's just that there's still that ounce of hope lingering somewhere within you.


Monday, 16 August 2010

Refreshed.

You never see the miracles coming to you. You wake up to another boring Sunday thinking everything's gonna be just as they've always been, same old same old. And true enough it goes like that. But then something comes up, something new comes your way and you realize that it's no ordinary day after all. You feel enlightened, refreshed, renewed. And you know that something's changed. And it feels so good to know that you have something to hold on to. That despite how bad life gets, there's still something you know is there and won't ever go away.


Monday, 16 August 2010